Many Passing Days

WOW !!! What a weird past few days ... Well like almost everybody knows the secret now -_- so much for being a secret... Anyway lets see what has been happening the past few days of which i haven't blogged  0.0..
I rather start with bad news.. usually people do that right??? so lets not break the flow :)
Well bad news is i have really become very distant from the group.. seeing them facebook-ing & tweeting about hanging out with each other really makes me miss them like crazy... sometimes i really just hold back tears and even when they ask me out for a small outing or a drink even i would honestly do my best to try to go out with them.. well talked to chua asked whether he would like to help out in SVDP on first sat of the month and he said yes :) so high five to that :) its a start... and tess might come too :)

Ok maybe time to talk about good news :) well things are going super well between me and Jac :) surprised she didn't start ignoring when she found out :) but more glad that she didn't ignore me :) AWESOME !!! well on a super side note i really love her hugs, they feel so meaningful and makes me freaking happy :) ok shall not spill too much at one go :)
Next good news is that I honestly feel closer to God and i am really trying my best to be live a chirstian life outside of church which is really one of the hardest things i have faced.. but with God's help i feel i can do it :) and a sudden urge to get more people into the youth movement of CTK after latest leader's meeting

I really love her :)